I would choose never talk (ever again).
I would rather never talk because I don’t think my thoughts are weird, but i’d rather keep my thoughts to myself. With that said, Maybe it would be a bit weird to say your thoughts all the time? Nevermind, it would be pretty weird to me and others.
Say I am around my crush, and I say “Wow I wish she was… mine? (I guess.)” Her facial expression would be very… weirdly looking. That would be very embarrassing.
I totally agree with what your opinion is on this piece. I wish you would have checked your grammar.